Unsaid emotions

How hard it is to sometimes say what you really feel inside, I hate those few times when you do everything against your wish, those moment when you’re puppet controlled by someone else. Nobody can possibly understand what a person like me would feel when is asked to do things totally against one’s wish, but only fact that I go on doing that is that I care about the people around; people I call family. But the only regret in my heart is that those loved one’s don’t understand sometimes what I truly desire, for them it seems like an unacceptable wish of a teenage girl. My question to them is why my desires seem to them just an unacceptable thing, if I can subdue my wish for them, can’t they just give a second thought to it???? But I know and I truly understand why they don’t give a second chance; and it will be foolish of me if I don’t consider their point of view. But again the fact remains unchanged if I can do that why can’t they??? I guess it’s a fact that I should leave on time to consider. 

Unsaid emotions………these only arise when we run out of guts to tell the person what we feel inside, it’s always not about love but everyone around thinks it’s always about it only. It’s sometimes about the thing you can’t say to anyone or we don’t want anyone to know. Unsaid Emotions its better they remain in your heart but is it right to just keep them inside and regret not telling the person they were tagged with????? Maybe yes!! Maybe no!! Honestly I can’t decide, but if I keep my hand on my heart and answer I will say NO; take a chance pour your heart out; but only if you think it’s right…only if your heart stays on your side; only if your mind justifies your will ‘cause if it does... go on do it! You’ll never regret not trying at least! But what if we do it and everything goes upside down??? Then what won’t we regret taking the chance and won’t we think that we should have left everything on destiny???? But if you ask me; again I’ll say the same words as I did before. But to pour your heart out needs guts and to be honest I don’t have guts to go against the people I love the most in this world, no matter how many lake of fire, I have to cross I can never take a chance to hurt them at any cost; but this doesn’t mean I won’t put up my opinion before them I certainly would, but I would even bow my head before their decision, that’s true. 

There are people who are not one’s I talked of above but are equally important to you. Strangers is what I call them; they are not our friends but somehow are related to us; somehow they become a part of our life. There are many emotions that are linked to them too, but you can’t say it. Here also we are afraid to take the change reason?? The only reason is that we are afraid to spoil our image before them; we are afraid to be taken as someone that we are not and we never will be. So we decide to keep quiet, and keep wishing on every star that they make the first move, again it’s not always about Love, but who should explain the people around they will never understand and I don’t even blame it’s the tendency of the society, all I could do I just smile. 

This was the story of unsaid emotions in a teenage heart, which one can understand because they are never taken out. So at last people like me leave it on Destiny and wait for the time when a miracle will happen and all the wishes on a wishing star would be granted.