I know it's late...but Mom..HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY :)

When I woke up in the morning, I saw everyone around me was on phone, talking, smiling and wishing the beautiful ladies in their lives, I thought it can't be that everyone's moms' or grannys' birthday was on same day; then my roommate told me what day it is today… and I was like “Aila mai toh bhul gayi… oopsi :P” I am sorry that I forgot but what to do? I have been this way since like forever now and then who knows how I am, better than You… My Old Babe; so i picked up the phone to wish you, but then it was so not me. So I will take this chance to relive all the moments through the pages of my life and cherish every memory that we two had… and tell you that i do care too and before I walk down the ‘rocky highway 21’ … I wanna tell you, this one is just for you my old babe and a very HAPPY MOTHERS DAY…

I can never thank you enough, neither did I ever tell you how much I care, I guess it was quite awkward for me though, I know it is really lame to say this… but what to do? You know how I am. You care for me in ways I can never think anyone else to, you love me at my best and you pull me in your arms when I am a mess… you scold me and even slap me at which I use to blowout at you and say things I never was supposed to say and unlike the rest of the world you never left my side you took my hand in yours and showed me that you are always gonna stay… no matter what I say and do. I know, I never express how much i love you, but  this one is the answer  for your rheumy eyes whenever the silence between us went dumb, when it’s was supposed to be broken by my stupid voice & a little confession that ‘I really care for u & i love you so so much MOM…’ 

I know this is not the way to say… HAPPY MOTHERS DAY, still you know how I am but even you know I am never gonna change lolz… I know we don’t have much in common to talk about like rest of the world (regular mom-daughter stuff) but still we have plenty of matters to discuss and laugh. I know I am not the best daughter in the world but what you need to know , you are the best mom in this entire universe… MY OLD BABES… this is to tell you how beautiful you are and if anyone makes you feel you are not, just tell him/her to get the fuck out of your sight… cause they are just jealous of what you have… innocent of a child and calmness of a breeze and moreover someone so recherché and bewitching I.e ME… eeep! sorry I can’t help but not to take the credit, after all you are the mother of worlds' sweetest kid… lolz…Actually whatever I am and all the compliments I get for the same, I kiss and blow them to you, it's all ‘cause I am a mirror image of you and you are the one to be thanked and for people, i have only one thing to say “I got it from my mama… ;)”

I just wanna thank you for being my first teacher, I learnt from you… that the patience is the walking stick we are never supposed to give up and the sacrifices made for family and relationships are just like ripened cherry…takes time to reach the final stage but end result is very sweet.

You are the best cook I have ever known and I am sorry I never complimented you for the same, I remember how you kept asking about your cooking and I only manage to say ‘it’s ok’… L but with this one, I’ll like to tell you that you are worlds best cook, most beautiful lady, the best teacher, greatest guide and a phenomenal MOTHER… yes I am still quite scared of you ‘ it’s been quite a mystery to me why it is so… ’ and I know you think I am a rebel… “all thanks to me that I have always proved your doubts right and justified THE REBEL tag with my acts and vox…” but Mom you’ll have to understand your little girl ain’t that little anymore… if I choose the road less travelled, you have to leave my hand, you cannot take decisions for me every time because at the end of the day the truth is… I need to make mistakes to learn and fill my experience box, but till the time I’ll stay under your umbrella it’s gonna be very hard to make mistakes and face problems because you are always there to save me from all the tempest and rain. You are the foundation of my life, the superego which helps me chose between wrong and right, Trust me I’m so glad that you are always there for me… but please loosen your grip and watch me fly... i will always make you proud you just need to believe in you, because all i am... body and soul, just a part of You. 

Words can never say all I want to… neither will I ever be able to say this all in front of you, why... i just don't know... but yes mom I do care for you & I know you will always forgive this stupid, arrogant and stubborn child of yours, no matter how rude I be with you. So cheers to our khatti-meethi, nok-jhok bhari… relationship and a very Happy Mother’s Day… love you lotssss mom!J J

( I know it’s too late but for me to say HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY but every day is your day Mom, ‘cause every day I wish to kiss you… Thank you, because there can’t be anyone who can take your place in my life, no one can ever be YOU… my old babe… so how late I am, doesn't even matter... J J)