EIGHTEEN YEARS OLD GIRL ASKS-“Trust ME!”

Yes, I’m just a girl from the Crowd of billion, and I have dreams and desires like hundreds of other people called ‘THE CROWD’; but what makes me one among the billion is my will to stand up for my dreams ,my belief of placing my dreams in this real world.

People of my age group are considered as ‘Teenagers’ put to educated peoples’ language; “kids who can’t be considered as kids anymore but can’t even be mistaken as adults “How easy to say and so difficult to understand! So my question is who are we actually??On the other hand if we say in the laymen’s language ‘Teenagers’ are “kids who start their journey of life from here, where they learn to grow up from being a kid to acting and behaving an adult.”

Some of you may think that I’m misleading the topic; no I’m very much into it. WORLD, such small word but, covers all movables and non-moveable’s things…………I’m just an eighteen year old girl, for whom the life’s a new game to be played each day, a joke. Life’s all about having fun everyday with friends and goofing around with friends that’s it, and at the end of day after all my activities which do include the internet-Facebook and Orkut…or Twitter!!! I would sit with my diary writing how my day was; that’s what people usually referred to as the adults and known by the names as- mom-dad, uncle-auntie, or granma-granpa think a life of a teenage kid will be.

But I swear it’s a little more than this, it does include above all but our life’s also about; learning each day about world and life itself, learning about the DO’S and DONT’S. A girl like me would usually get up at 7:00 am and would dress up with something that suits her the best, and would leave for college, there she will meet her friends and ask if the professor is present and in that day may be she may come across an accident that she’ll always keep in her memory as a lesson for future and will treasure it in her box of experience. A girl like me would never interrupt in family matter because she is too young among other people of the house to interrupt but, will always try her best so that next time this type of situation to not to turn up again, without a single line of panic.

World for me is like a book which has been written for me long back but without the punctuation marks, the writer of the book wants me to put the commas and Full stops wherever I feel the need. For me, life is certainly about learning every day because earlier I was ‘spoon feeded about the life by my parents, toady I have the opportunity to discover the true meaning of life all according to me, this time it won’t be my parents who would guide me with solution of the problem through their experiences, because this time I have the authority and the responsibility to make the right decision and I promise I will make my parents proud but they need to give me a chance to swim through the mess alone but and show them how well I use their values and preaching’s in my life, how well I tackle all problem with all they have taught me and show them that I do need them but not in front of me but by my side always and forever… I ask them to let me atleast show them that whatever they have taught me I have learnt it by heart and I won’t make any mistake that may lead to any kind of disappointment to them. Set me free and watch me surprise you how wrong you were to not trust me, put a little faith in yourself because whatever I am, I am just a copy of your values and ethos. I just think a little different which puts you in doubt but you have to trust me because I am part of your blood and skin and I know all the things you have taught me and all I ask for is for you to TRUST ME…I want fly please do not confine me, i’m a wonderer of clear sky do not make me prisoner of gold cage… All I ask for is for you TO TRUST ME!!!