life... through my eyes!!! :)

This one is for all the beautiful ladies who have taught me at school & college, the basics of subjects like English, Geography, Science and Economics and today more about the depth of life, the list is not very long but the contribution of each and every teacher has been very significant… The first one Nalini ma’am . One the lady who I look up to today and she’s what courage means when it comes to a women, she and I haven’t met in years going to be a decade soon, but her spirit and outlook towards life makes me further proud that she was my teacher once and why was, she is… even today I learn so much from her each day and I would thank facebook where I found her years later and at a glance recognized her and I’m connected to her; even though being miles away from her I somehow am able to live every moment that she shares with us, I love to be there when she smiles and cries, may it be a news of new laptop or Kabir’s new drawing, though I have never met this little guy ...

Yes, I’m just a girl from the Crowd of billion, and I have dreams and desires like hundreds of other people called ‘THE CROWD’; but what makes me one among the billion is my will to stand up for my dreams ,my belief of placing my dreams in this real world. People of my age group are considered as ‘Teenagers’ put to educated peoples’ language; “kids who can’t be considered as kids anymore but can’t even be mistaken as adults “How easy to say and so difficult to understand! So my question is who are we actually??On the other hand if we say in the laymen’s language ‘Teenagers’ are “kids who start their journey of life from here, where they learn to grow up from being a kid to acting and behaving an adult.” Some of you may think that I’m misleading the topic; no I’m very much into it. WORLD, such small word but, covers all movables and non-moveable’s things…………I’m just an eighteen year old girl, for whom the life’s a new game to be played each day, a joke. Life’s all about h...

My life is perfect absolutely perfect…Perfect with a capital P…but it’s me who ain’t perfect for it…I have everything That a person of my position and age should have, Branded clothes, latest gadgets, a ride…everything liberty, freedom to an extent but still so much perfection ain’t perfect for me...I’m not a bird to be kept in a gold cage, I’m a wanderer of open sky…I don’t need to be told what is good for me...or where my destination lies, I wanna fly and find it on my own…but in my perfect life I’m told everything…from A to Z…from how to breathe to how to sleep…I’m told everything. I know I’m confused of where my goal lies, but let me surf through the storm…let me find it on my own where I belong…let me fall, let me hit the ground, because how long I’m gonna walk with crutches…but my loved ones love me a lot and they just do not want to understand that I just do not fit in this perfect life. I need to be left on my own…I do need them always beside me…but I don’t need to be guarde...

  So we bid our final goodbye to each other, finally three fantabulous years came to an end, nomore SEE YOU TOMORROW it’s only GOODBYE ON OUR HAND today, now everyone will be headin’ towards different direction, some will find a way to stay and stick together and some of us will have no other choice but to EMBRACE GOODBYE with a PROMISE TO STAY IN TOUCH… whatever memories we had during this small span of time sometimes we laughed for a reason and sometimes without any reason we laughed our breath off… all I learnt in last one year, being a backbencher for first two years of my college life that backbencher know nothing about the adventures of the first row students, they might always take themselves as the coolest but they have no idea what it’s like to be on the front bench few feet away from the teacher and have all the fun that they know of and even more… SILLY AND STUPID memories we frame in our heart and move on with life as we treasure our past and here I am stuck in nos...