life... through my eyes!!! :)

Samajh nai aata mujhe ki aadhuri baatien sun kar, log kyun apne aap hi kahani puri kar lete hain, bante bante b kyun… rishte bikhar jaate hain, kash sach kehne aur sunne ki himmat sabme hoti, toh yun galat famiyo ke toofan me, pyar ke gharaunde na toote hote. Kabhi kabhi ankho dekha bhi sach nai hota, toh kaano se sunni baat galat bhi hoti hai, kash himmat hoti humme puch paane ki, ki sachai kya thi toh shayad, kuch aadhure rishto ko jodne ki nayi wajah mil jaati… aage badhe do kadam kuch kahe bina kyun wapis ho jaate hain, kyun nai ruk ke puchte woh ki sachai kya hai, do pal theher ke sunna toh hota puri kahani kya thi; who galt hain, ya koi aur, yeh faisla puri baat sun ke kiya hota toh, aaj ek aur rishte ki naayi shuruwat hoti; kash sach sunne aur bolne ki himmat sab me aa jaati, toh kitne logo ki zindagi kisi aur raah pe hoti… phir rishto ki dor kuch jada hi mazboot hoti… shayad rishto me kuch khas mithas hoti… Kash dil pe u...

Jo nazre bol paati toh shayad, Aaj dil ka haal baayan ho jaata, Jo muskuraahat sab bol paati, Toh muskuraane ki vajh ka pata ho jata; Jo nazre bol paati toh, Aarmano ka koi aalag aalm hota, Agar hawaie bol paati toh shayad, Meri deewangi ka tumhe pata ho jata, Jo nazre tumhari, Yun mera vajood na jhootlaati, Toh shayad iss kahani, Ka maza kuch aur hota… Kash meri kalm yun bezuban na hoti, Toh shayad mere dil ka haal, Kuch aur baya ho pata… Aaj tumhari na maujoodgi ka, Mujhe yun gum na hota, Agar tumhari aahato ki khamoshi yun, Ansu ban   bahi na hoti; Aaj tumhari kami mujhe yun na, Pareshaan kar rai hoti, Jo muskurahat tumhari dikhi hoti… Nazre mila na pane ki tadap itni na hoti, Jo tumhe dekh pane ka koi bahana mil jata; Agar ek jhalak pane ka koi mauka mil jata; Toh yun hum kagaz ke badan pe alfaz na tarash rahe hote, Aapni bebasi pe yun na muskura rahe hote… Kya   khoob   phase   hum   iss ...

Yeh kiya kaisa jadoo tune , Ki mai kavita bhi likh nai pa rahi; Aae Ghalib aisa kya hai teri nazro me, Ki mai sab kuch bhul gai… Jo titli kabhi kisi phool pe ruki nai, Aaj ek phool ke paas jaake, jaise udna hi bhul gayi, Aae Ghalib aisa bhi kya hai teri nazro me, Ki mai sab kuch bhul gayi…   Jis lok laaj ko maine apni odhni bana, Tan se juda na hone diya, Aaj meri odhni kab sir se sarkke, Mere kandho par simit gayi, Mujhe pata bhi na chala, Aae Ghalib aisa bhi kya hai teri nazro me, Ki tune mujhe sab kuch bhula diya….   Jo dil kabhi dhadka nai, Tune use… jaan phunk, dhadka diya, Jo dhedth nazre kabhi ek jagah ruki nai, Tune unhe apne aagosh me le liya, Jo mann kabhi kisi ke aage jhuka nai, Tune uss mann ko apna shagird bana liya, Aisa kiya jaado ki, Aalhad hawa ko tune apni mutthi me thaam liya; Aae Ghalib aisa bhi kya hai teri nazro me, Ki tune mujhe sab kuch bhula diya…. Yeh sab zulam karke, tu kaha chal diya? Jawab toh deta ja mere saw...

So before i start, i promise Siso... i WILL TRY not to be Sarcastic... haha! :P On a new road of life… at the most awaited phase of my career… when I thought, I will only romance with my solitude and make love to   my thoughts, I stepped   into a new world where every face was a stranger and every voice seemed to have no sign of recognition, there I found a face that should have been just one in the crowd but still felt like an old kin of mine, a welcoming smile saying hello to every unknown voice, a warm friendly embrace, like embracing every poor on a cold night, and we shared a quick vibe and there we are after 1 year…   I FOUND A SISTER but … obviously from a different mother :D :-) … it all happened before I could say ‘ chocolate chip cookie… ’ haha :D Was I happy?? Happy is not a word alone capable of defining the comfort I was at… in fact I am at. After a long time I didn’t had to do much, to get along with people, she seemed so easy to fly with, n...